Everyday new scars appear above old scars i once thought healed, Every hour,memories flood my now healing heart, Every minute, visions of you break through all my defenses Every second you are away from me is like living in my own personal hell I stay awake all night reliving past memories I pray all day wishing things could have been different Everyone has moved on, forgotten how beautiful you were inside and out, how your smile could make everything better, how you went out of your way to make everyone happier, how you never gave up on anyone. I can't forget. I miss you so much everyday it feels like i lose you all over again.Again and again until i want to scream. Why? Why? Why? Why couldn't it all have been different?